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<<Pupil: - Algebra,
that was awful. It was all new. I did well in
geometry because I had a good grounding, and it was
all right, I could understand. And right from the
beginning, I refused to learn
algebra... Why algebra? I've been asking myself
since I was 13. I found geometry classes really
interesting, I never got bored, I was really into
it. While in algebra, I could have brought
my pillow with me.... We could
feel that the teacher didn't put her heart into her
work, and what's more, the poor woman had
a voice that put you to sleep. From time
to time, she would scream and wake us all
up...
N: - A voice... What did that
voice remind you of?
P: - What did it remind me
of?.......
N: - A voice that put you to
sleep....
P: - Yes, that's true, it
must have reminded me of something I had been
through, something I knew..... or which had
probably been particularly
unpleasant, I
guess.
N: - What was that?
P: - What was it?.....I don't
know. I know, for sure, but I can't explain it to
myself, but I try to understand myself. Sometimes
it's difficult and sometimes I feel ashamed all by
myself, but...
N: - Why ashamed?
P: - Ashamed of trying to
know yourself. You end up realising you have a lot
of faults..... Well, you have to learn to put up
with yourself, that's all.
N: - There are
characteristics....
P: - Yes, I tried to
understand myself... That
voice.....? It must be related to
something or someone that struck me or that I found
unpleasant...
N: - Someone?
P: - Because of her
voice, I don't know. It was a
bit like a droning, she spoke,
not very loud besides, it was very soft. Oh! I
think it must have been related to something
else.... But I can't believe that's
it.....
N: - What are you thinking of?
Even if it isn't, it doesn't matter.
P: - All right, because my
father and my mother disagreed a lot, and we all
slept in the same bedroom. I
remember all those nights when I couldn't sleep,
because I heard the arguments
that went on, and I heard it all while I was
half asleep..... and everytime
I arrived in maths, when I heard this woman's
voice..... Well, I don't know.... I thought about
that and I don't know, it made about the
same noise, the same droning. So it made
me nervous. So in geometry, I ended up cutting
myself off from the rest, I was alone with my
drawing. Whereas in algebra, I heard that
voice....
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In this
interview, an association chain appears:
pillow / that puts you to sleep / wake up
/ scream..... This sequence is made by the
pupil without her being aware of it.
Often, much more is said than what one is
aware of. This association chain shows the
relationship between past events, which
were emotionally unpleasant, and a
rational speech on mathematics. In other
words, there now exists a cognitive and
emotional interaction for this pupil,
between this memory which is heavy with
unpleasant emotions and a cognitive
element, here mathematics or, more
precisely, algebra. The cognitive and the
emotional, here, cannot be separated. They
are like the two sides of a coin. The
pupil's representation
of algebra originated in this process.
What is important here is to see that this
relationship occurs through an interaction
between two speeches, one of which is
conscious and belongs to the cognitive
field, while the other (in the association
chain) is unconscious and bears imaginary
and emotional elements. Those two speeches
intermingle and interact constantly.
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